Everything looks perfect from far away.

Last night was sweet. Suz, Lynsey, Randi and myself had a grand ol' time drinking, playing video games and making bread. Santa also had a grand time.












It was some great fun. Tomorrow we're all going to 17th. That shall be fun as well. Unless someone dies! ... Hopefully not.
Randi and I chatted with Karin and Terry for a while this morning. It was lovely. They told us some funny stories abput Suz as a youngen. Including soemthing about her chopping the hair off of Lynsey's "Totally Hair" Barbie and there being hard feelings about it for 2 years. Silly kids!

...and then we all had to get up early this morning. Minus Suz, who decided to skip school today.

I wanted to walk through the empty streets
And feel something constant under my feet,
But all the news reports recommended that
I stay indoors
Because the air outside will make our cells
Divide at an alarming rate until our shells
Simply cannot hold all our insides in,
And that's when we'll explode
(and it won't be a pretty sight)!

SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS PRETENDING THE ECHOES BELONG TO SOMEONE...SOMEONE I USED TO KNOW.

Last week I had the strangest dream where everything was exactly how it seemed.
Cute Bank Stats
Strider $40
Bender $ 45
Bender did so good at practice tonight. He impresses me more everytime.
AAC trial this weekend! I am pretty excited. It should be really fun.
I have tomorrow off and I can't decide what I should do with my day. I'll do a bit of cleaning because my stuff is all over the house and it's only a matter of time before my mom FLIPS out. Like a ticking time bomb.
The next couple months are going to be pretty frantic I'm thinking. Between two trials this month, and one next month, massive amounts of hours at work, my trip to Vancouver (which I am very much looking forward to) and everything else that keeps me busy. I need to get aroudn to finding out about registering for school next semester. I think I'm ready to go back. My brain is starting to turn into mush.
Today felt crazy. It started off with a kick because I woke up an hour late to leave for work and my whole day just seemed frantic. I wasn't late for work though! BONUS. I made it JUST in time. I was totally not with it all day because I didn't have any coffee and I was dead tired. It got better after I popped a few caffine pills and some tylenol. Thank god for the little red pills.
I might go on an adventure to Lululemon on 17th ave tomorrow and see if they have a dark purple zippy hoody. The colors they have at southcentre kind of suck, other than the light purple I got. I want a tan one. I wonder if they have one. I also need to find mittens. I have been looking for mittens for 2 months now. Still havn't foudn any I like.
Maybe I shouldn't go to 17th alone though. Lats time me and Eva got harassed by this crazy homeless man. I'll try to find someooone to come with me.
This will happen after I sleep in until 10. That's right.
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future.
Later
Bex

I can't seem to figure out who I am.
All the time I feel like I am faking a personality. I am what I decide I think I want to be at any single moment. I don't know who I want to be. It drives me crazy. I don't think many people really know me and I know very few understand me.
I can never really be sure of any decision I make because I don't know what I really want. In the end, I don't think I really care anyway.
Maybe I don't have a conscience.
I will spend my life being unsure of it, like everything else.
Where is my mind?
So There That Is.

Caring is Creepy.

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.
Cute Bank Stats
Strider- $30
Bender- $20
Strider got $10 cuz he was so cute waiting for me to get home from work today.
Work was okay today. Long and boring and I only lived through it because I had quite a bit of caffine in the form of Starbucks and pills. I work again tomorrow at 11:30. I'm not looking forward to it. But even though I kind of dislike my job I will be working over 30 hours a week. Why? Well, I love Starbucks and Lulu Lemon, Christmas is coming, and school is coming as well. All of these require quite large amounts of moneys. So yah, there that is.
Bender's ear that flips backwards now stands straight up. He looks like he got electricuted. It's kind of cute though. So he got some $$$.
I'm out for now. Toodles!

Well this is going to be a mostly pictures post because we had a kickin awesome Saturday night out! Randi needed some cheering up so we went bowling.
The moms doin what they do best. I'm not sure what it is. But they're doin it!

Me and Suz took a $4 merry-go-round ride in the food court of the mall. It was AWESOME!

Oh Bestest Friends Forever!

I did quite well at first. But it all went down from there.

The district sleeps alone tonight. Suz poses for us. It's impressive.

Me and my Mommm. Love is all around.

To our right we see me, Karin & Suz. We're so cool.

Thong party! Booo yah!

...and then when we finished bowling the mall was closed and we were the only ones there. This was the best idea ever.

Interesting....I'm not sure what kind of comment would be approraite for this picture.

And when the night finally came to an end, we were proud of our work!