It makes me sick

It makes me laugh when I shouldn't

Kill what I came to keep alive

Your turn to spill

Well I've been feeling a million things at once lately. My head feels like such a mess. It's not really bad stuff but it's just a lot of stuff. The bad stuff and the good stuff seem to be voiding eachother to make me sort of, blah, lately. I am happy. I just can't keep it up all the time. Life sucks sometimes and that's that. I'm dealing with it well I think. I've found an outlet and its working wonders.

I wonder why my black sparkle thong is sitting on the shelf in the dining room.

Tomorrow is a day I'm looking forward to but wishing wasn't here so soon. I want to run away from it but still know it's there and keep looking forward to it. Tomorrow, that is.

Give me emotion.
Flash.
Give me clarity.
Flash.

I've been making a half ass'd effort to make myself healthy lately. It's maybe working. Maybe not. There's always something.

Don't get mad if I'm laughing. Blame the caffine for all the 5am phone calls.

I have less to say in this post than I thought I did. I guess a lot of it is not worthy of my blog. Don't want to stir up concern with my readers by posting the big deal stuff on my silly little blog.

My brain is too flustered right now to post anymore. I'm just making myself frustrated trying to organize my thoughts enough to put them in here.
Can you feel it?

There's more good than bad. It'll win the battle, eventually.

I leave you with a few frozen moments of time. (I'm sure you'll be suprised by the subject, I'm yet to find something more interesting to take pictures of:)

Love
Bex

So look happy, it's the end of the world.