Too low to find my way, too high to wonder why...

WOW! It's been an eventful past few days for me. It seems to be ending well tho. So it's been the adventure of the week.
May is going to be an interesting month. I'll keep all you avid readers updated.
I really don't have as much to say right now as I thought I did when I started writing this.
Today I was thinking about how much I miss high school. Not so much the actual school, because none of us ever went or did anything when we did, but how fun it was when we were skipping school. I miss Garrison Woods, Starbucks in Marda Loop, espeically VANILLA! I loved that guy. He'll always be my favorite barista. Even though the really cute guy at the starbucks in Willow Park is pretty cool too. i have to stop thinking about this before I start crying. I've been doing that a lot lately...crying...but it's fun...sometimes...depends what I'm crying about. It's like a wonderful shot of drama. If that even makes sense?

I changed my plans, I rented a camera and a van, and then I called you.
I'm pretty happy right now, even tho my mind is really disorganized. It's like the filing cabinet in my head got dumped off a cliff and everything is everywhere in the valley of my brain. Maybe it's not that bad...heh.
I think I'm gonna start reading Choke again. I havn't managed to get through Survivor or Stranger than Fiction. Damnit Chuck Palanhuik. I always get sucked back to Choke. Probably because of the inappropraite content.
ANYWAY. I'll post tomorrow morning when I have more to say after I have an adventure tonight. My lack of energy may result in a less exciting adventure than usual, but I'll make sure its juicy anyway.
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE! ALL OF YOU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I COULD JUST BAKE YOU SOME CHOCOLATE COOKIES AND LAUGH AT YOU AFTER YOU GAIN 2 LBS BECAUSE I PUT SO MUCH BUTTER IN THEM! DO YOU LIKE THAT? YES YES YES!
Did it seem like I was yelling there? Because of the caps? Cuz thats halfly the affect i was going for, other halfy the non caps were getting dull.
Yours un-truly (just kidding!),
Specky
Happy Easter to all of you who I ignored this weekend. Sorry about that.

I want life in every word, to the extent that it's absurd!