What I am to you...

2007-02-10T12:00:00.000-07:00

This blog is so full and confusing to find pictures and posts in I have decided to start a new one. Please direct yourself to http://bskerple.blogspot.com to find more of Becky's random thoughts and photos.

2006-12-24T03:01:00.000-07:00

It's 3AM, my favorite hour of a day. WHy? Because at this point I'm so beyond tired I can't feel it anymore and my thought process is twisted and amusing. I'm making cookies, syugar cookies to be precise. I plan to make green icing to decorate them and cover them in multi-colored sprinkles. This should take atleast another hour. It's alright because work tomorrow is going to be so slack I may as well sleep through it.
I finished my Christmas shopping this morning and I am quite impressed with myself. Such a clever Christmas girl I seem to be.
I know how this will turn out, I'll get so giggly and feel like I'm high all day at work. It will be a delight. As for Christmas Eve plans, I'm getting drunk. This will be the first year I don't have to endure Christmas Eve church so I better consume some alcohol.
So lucky I am a nerd and I have glasses because a customer at work tried to stab my eye out with a bundle of sticks today. LUCKY!
Well that's that.
Good day to you all!
B.

2006-12-20T14:59:00.000-07:00

OMG Shoot me. All of this math is making my head explode. It's really not that much, but because I don't really use my brain much it's killer when I have to do this.

I'll post something positive and interesting later. I just had to spit that one out.

2006-12-19T21:29:00.000-07:00

I think I'm in love with this girl. This is one of the few pictures of another female that I feel anything positive for. Maybe because she's so cute. I'm a sucker for the cuties. Not to mention that I took it from the Victoria's Secret Website and I'm head over heels for Victoria's Secret. I just wanted to share...tis the season....

2006-12-19T20:32:00.000-07:00

As Christmas approaches I lack the excessive spirit I would usually be sporting because there is someone I miss so much. Of course I'm still in my cheery mood as always. Having the week off, I've been quite productive so far, desperately finishing some homework, cleaning, and going to the gym everyday. So, that's that.

Let us Welcome Secret Weapon, Lacey Lou Who...

L-L-W is the only dog to ever stand up to Benz! Congrats to her. It's about time someone did. I think she even gave Bender a much deserved addition to the scars on his nose. DELIGHTFUL!Unfortunately for ME, Bender doesn't really react well to threats and on day 1, my poor hand was subject to a very painful Border/Jack bite. Sadly, it's not the first time and surely isn't the last.

That's all for now.

Much Love~

2006-12-17T23:31:00.000-07:00

Wow this is actually me...and someone that licks me sometimes...

2006-12-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

Thank goodness for the Footloose & Bootylicious. My birthday is saved, with 1 hour to spare. Whew. That was a close call.

2006-12-17T14:11:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th Birthday to me.

I feel like having a nap.

2006-11-26T21:37:00.000-07:00

Shut your eyes, I'll spin the big chair. You'll feel dizzy light and free.

2006-11-20T23:24:00.000-07:00

Baby, it's cold outside!

2006-11-20T23:16:00.000-07:00

LOOK WHAT I FOUND! AWWWWE CUTEST!!!

2006-11-15T21:55:00.000-07:00

Look at me being all warm hearted... Isn't it cute...There's a lack of pictures here...Pending....

2006-10-16T23:38:00.000-06:00

Give me Drama.

Flash.

Give me love.

Flash.

Give me originality.

Flash.

I'll take what's mine before I regret it.

CONFUSED isn't the right word, but it's the first word that comes to mind.

You've got this strange affect on me, and I like it.

I'm frantic.

I'm wide awake.

I will bask in my disaster. Maybe it will phase me out.

I have nothing real to say.

Target practice.

Find new ways of living.

Make playing only logical harm.

Love

Bex

oh, she's bad.

2006-10-12T19:32:00.000-06:00

I'm sitting in this little box at the library.

My text book is infront of me and I'm pretending I enjoy doing physics.

On the other side of the 4 foot wall infront of me is a 100 foot drop to the main floor.

That's why I sat here.

I can't stop thinking about you.

I can't stop thinking about tomorrow, 12 hours from now, 1 hour from now.

I'm thinking about what I should be doing, what I should have done, what I'm going to do.

I'm thinking I better get back to physics, because I enjoy it so much.

2006-10-06T12:41:00.000-06:00

I want so much to open your eyes cuz I need you to look into mine...

2006-10-05T00:19:00.000-06:00

I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.
And so on.
I only feel like this because it's 12:30 am and I'm cramming math into my head so I'll be ready to write this test right after work tomorrow.
I'm not going to lie. I've obviously procrastinated. Well, I don't want to use the word procrastination here. I've been TRYING to do hw but I've been so exhausted from work its tough. I'm behind in physics. The next week I figure I'll catch up, around working for 6 days straight over a weekend, brutal, and getting at the next unit of math. Who won't be getting much sleep? That's me alright. How is it that school always does this to me? I'm not very good at this. You'd think I'd learn. I guess it's just a habit now. What can you do.
I think I get some kind of pleasure from a sense of panic. Well one thing I can say for sure is that I'm damn good at learning a whole unit of math in 6 hours. And thank god for this Pure Math 30 internet tutorial thing. It saved me.
I better get back to it.
Be expecting more stress-related posts in the near future.
Love
Bex

2006-10-04T21:06:00.000-06:00

2 x Paralyzer
1 x Cooler
=
Good Times in Coaldale

2006-10-03T12:46:00.000-06:00

2006-09-26T15:11:00.000-06:00

Today I overdosed on caffine.
It was fun at first when I was off the walls hyper.
To say the least, it's not fun anymore.
I won't be doing this again.

Can you hear your blood pound? I will think of you in pieces.

I'm so ADD right now. I think I need medication. I should look into that.

I've become spectacular. Which is strange cuz I feel dumb.

2006-09-25T16:53:00.000-06:00

2006-09-19T21:04:00.000-06:00

I'm lost inside my head somewhere. Because I'm tired. Because I can't focus on anything productive. PRODUCTIVITY. PrOdUcTiViTy. productivity. If that word were a person I would tie it up and tickle it for hours until it was cryng. Because I don't hate it, I respect it, but I want to cause it discomfort sometimes.
Moving on.
Close your eyes.
I trap myself in the corner. To get away from the boredum of everything around me. The smaller I can make the space around my thought, the more interested I can keep myself. I wonder if that's a good thing. I think it is for me. It's helping my constant state of happiness. I will fight a war to keep this going.
Break the quiet.
Learn to wear eachother well.
To be continued...

2006-09-18T14:27:00.000-06:00

We'll do it all.

Everything.

On our own.

2006-09-14T23:27:00.001-06:00

If I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't know what's gotten into me but I am just a ball of happy energy. It's pretty awesome.

To the one I'm in love with;

Thank you for teaching me what love is. :)

That's all for now.

Have a nice day.

Bex.

Let's waste time chasing cars around our heads.

2006-09-13T09:27:00.000-06:00

As always, when I start work at 10, I have arrived early and...wow the gay duty manager is singing Happy Birthday over the intercom...I'm sure glad I got here early enough for this. As I finish off my Venti Non Fat Light Whip Pumpkin Spice Latte I have a feeling this will be a good day. Out of nowhere I've found this new motivation to just, do everything. Maybe it's those brain suppliments I've been taking, or maybe I've finally had enough of letting myself be lazy, or probabaly both. I wonder if anyone reads my blog anymore.
The problem with doing EVERYTHING is a lack of time. It's not going to be easy fitting EVERYTHING in, but I know I can do it. My positive attitude will be hard to break. Well, let's hope.
The new plan for life..wait for it...wait for it....I'm back to wanting to do engineering...I think I'll take a mechanical engineering tech course at SAIT. Let's see how long this idea lasts. But I mean, I've always kind of wanted to do engineering, I like math and all. It's been something I've considered since the beginning of high school, so this should be a good one. I'm "upgrading" math, physics and since I don't think I can get into SAIT for that program until next fall, I'll probabaly take Math 31 next semester. Maybe I'll take some pre-engineering courses at Mount Royal. I should probabaly do some research and figure this stuff out. Tomorrow. I have tomorrow off. Tomorrow I'll plan my life.
ANYWAY, I'm going to spend the day playing "Avoid the Manager" because I know she's after me for a meeting today. She already caught all the other supervisors for little private "where this department is headed/ I'm going to tell you how to do your job" meetings. I suppose I'll just give in, smile and nod ( is that how you spell nod?) and agree with every word she says, even if I don't really, agree.
I must go change into my cool belly-button high pants and my yellow-10 times to big for me- sweater and hope no one notices I wore the wrong shoes today, the ones with the white laces *gasp*. That reminds me, the store manager bought manicans to show us how we're supposed to be dressed, put them around a corner with a mirror, and as far as I'm concerned the only thing these manicans are good at is scaring the shit out of me when I walk around the corner. Oh, and making me feel fat because the female manican is anorexic, and she's probaably the ONLY one that looks good in the IKEA shirt and pants. The male, well, regardless of the fact that he doesn't have a head, he looks gay. But it's not hard for a boy to do that here, look gay that is.
Have a wonderful day my coolest friends and fams.
Love
Bex

2006-09-05T18:04:00.000-06:00

WHEW! It has been a WHILE since I've made a post.
Well, what's new? Not a whole lot. I've been working my little bum off at IKEA as always. I've been a totally awesome employee there for 2 years next week. CRAZY! Haha!

I'm going to register for school on Friday, nothing special, just some upgrade courses. Math, AGAIN, haha, and Physics. I've been advised against physics but I'm doing it anyway because I wanna.

I got my hair cut today. I had this idea that I wanted to grow my hair long, but the longer it got the more i didn't like it, and the way it looked today made me remind myself of someone that i don't really care to look like. I'll be a good person and keep that person's name to myself. So my hair is back to my cute chin length. Sweet.
Speaking of cute, I've been branded the "cute nerd" at work and they keep telling me I'm too nice. Even when I'm in a horrible mood I can't seem to pull of being anything but nice. But I guess that's a good thing?

I thought I had tonsilitis again, but I think it's all good now. Maybe it was just mini-tonsilitis.
My health hasn't been stellar lately, so I'm making a new plan to be SUPER healthy! YAY! I'm going to make a diet plan (that doesn't disclude occasional boozing) and attempt EXERCISE! Haha. I'm going to have to be lively and healthy to pull off everything I've got to do this fall.

*Drum Roll* I'm going to enter Bender in the agility trial in October in Red Deer. This means I'm really gonna have to work my ass off to get him ready. It makes me nervous even thinking about it.

ANYWAY! I'm off to go see Jason and Terry-Lynn's new BABY! and give them their dog back. Scout has been keeping Bender quite amused so I'll miss her the most because of that. Hehe.

LOVE YOU!
Bex

2006-07-26T17:54:00.000-06:00

And as usual on my days off...

2006-07-18T16:30:00.000-06:00

It's my heart you're stealing

It's my heart you take

It's my heart you're dealing with and

It's my heart you'll break

2006-06-28T12:07:00.000-06:00

I had the day off...

2006-06-22T09:44:00.000-06:00

Yay for cheap belinis at Joey's.
Yay for friends.
Yay for being drunk.
Not yay for being unphotogenic.

2006-06-21T11:07:00.000-06:00

So damnit.
I highlighted my hair with blonde. It went relatively well, but I don't really like highlights, I'm not sure why i did it. So this morning I attempted to just make everything blonde, and it didn't work. It lightened my roots and made my hair look kind of faded like. Totally not what I was going for. Not much i can do now because I don't want to damage my hair anymore. Oh well. It's not like it looks bad. I could never look bad *shifty eyes*. I want to go platinum blonde again, but it was a huge pain in the ass to fix when it started growing out. Stupid hair!
Well I'm off to start my solid two weeks of work.
Good day to you all!
Bex

2006-06-21T10:30:00.000-06:00

The cute-ness award for 2006 AAC regionals goes to Strider!!! YAY!

2006-05-30T10:21:00.000-06:00

I feel much better today. Hopefully it lasts. I'm sure it will. Yesterday was just weird.
With micro-active foaming action,
I love you all!
SpecKy

2006-05-29T23:35:00.000-06:00

WHAT was up with this day?
Okay, so I woke up and I was in an insanely good mood and I was wired beyond belief. That lasted for most of the morning. I wish I felt like that all the time.
The afternoon was not nearly as cool for me. I don't even know how to explain the feeling. It was like a nothing mood that made me feel physically ill. It kind of felt like all of my emotions beating the shit out of eachother and the result was just, nothing really. Emotions killing eachother off. It left me wanting nothing but to sleep for most of the afternoon and into the evening (apologies to mom, for me not cleaning the floor today). The feeling didn't, and hasn't really got any better, yet. I'm sure it will. I thought I'd mention it, cuz it's been a bit of a reaccuring feeling, and I wish I knew how to explain it, the feeling, that is. I cry way more than I should and I don't even know why half the time. It's become almost a bad habbit. All of this starting to wear on me, mentally and physically, but I know it will get better.
A lot of it has to do with someone I miss a lot. I've never felt this before.
...
I think I'm starting ("starting" being a VERY key word there) to get a bit of clarity in my life and starting to feel a little more sure of myself. It feels good, overall.
So far.
So far everything has gone quite smoothly. And that's the story of my life.
I'm out for the night.
A little shout out to my little squirrel friends. hah..what???
Love you all with my crazy little heart.
Bex

2006-05-18T15:35:00.000-06:00

Did you bump your head on a retard or something???

Another brutally unproductive day...So far, I called in sick to work, ate breakfast, slept until 1 and then recorded a new voicemail message on my cell phone. I have this horrible cough, and it's not so much that the cough is bothering me today but that I was coughing so much yesterday that all my muscles hurt so much, when I cough today I end up doubled over and fall onto the floor. I'm not even over-dramatizing it, it really hurts that bad. It feels like I went to the gym and did WAY too many sit-ups and then got in a car accident on the way home from the gym.

ANYWAY, my new voicemail message is a lot more fun that what it's been for the past year ("Hey, It's Becky, Leave a message!") I mean, what is that? It lacked much of my creative voicemail making talent. The new one is wonderful. It even has music. Feel free to ch-ch-check it out. 701-9753. You might have to talk to me first and explain what you're doing. Hah. Why do I think that's so funny?? WHHHY?

Very excited for the flyball tournament this weekend in Coaldale. I'm running Strider, Aero, and this other black cocker for another team. I think I need a shirt that says "I Love Black Cocks", but no one else thinks this is as good of an idea as I do. What a sham. Bender doesn't get to come this weekend cuz we don't have room to take extra dogs, he might be kinda sad, but he's better off running around the house with my mom than sitting in his kennel all weekend. I'll be too busy running 3 dogs to do much with him anyway. He'll be ready soon tho! He did AWESOME at practice on Tuesday. We've discovered that Bender could pull miracles out of his ass for a swiffer as a reward. So that's that, I'll be running my dog back to a swiffer. Atleast it will be original.

The baby birds in the nest outside my mom's bedroom window are growing fast. I'm not expecting them all to live long. The dogs know they're there and it's only a matter of time ebfore the cat discovers them. I'd try to protect them but then I'd only be that much more attached to them and upset when they finally meet their doom. Or maybe I'm being too negative and they'll all be fine. But I doubt it. I'll take some pictures as soon as I get my camera back.

Other than being physically ill, I've been feeling pretty good lately. I'm going to start working as much as I can to save up for a car. I think I've decided on financing a VW Jetta. Probably 2002-2004, not a new one, cuz I can't afford it and because the new one's are kind of ugly. This plan might change, but it's my plan for now. I was going to get something bigger to put the dogs in, but really I only have two little dogs, so I don't need much room.

Well that should be good enough for an update on my life at the moment. I will talk to you all later!
Love you!
Bex

2006-05-11T00:19:00.000-06:00

It makes me sick

It makes me laugh when I shouldn't

Kill what I came to keep alive

Your turn to spill

Well I've been feeling a million things at once lately. My head feels like such a mess. It's not really bad stuff but it's just a lot of stuff. The bad stuff and the good stuff seem to be voiding eachother to make me sort of, blah, lately. I am happy. I just can't keep it up all the time. Life sucks sometimes and that's that. I'm dealing with it well I think. I've found an outlet and its working wonders.

I wonder why my black sparkle thong is sitting on the shelf in the dining room.

Tomorrow is a day I'm looking forward to but wishing wasn't here so soon. I want to run away from it but still know it's there and keep looking forward to it. Tomorrow, that is.

Give me emotion.
Flash.
Give me clarity.
Flash.

I've been making a half ass'd effort to make myself healthy lately. It's maybe working. Maybe not. There's always something.

Don't get mad if I'm laughing. Blame the caffine for all the 5am phone calls.

I have less to say in this post than I thought I did. I guess a lot of it is not worthy of my blog. Don't want to stir up concern with my readers by posting the big deal stuff on my silly little blog.

My brain is too flustered right now to post anymore. I'm just making myself frustrated trying to organize my thoughts enough to put them in here.
Can you feel it?

There's more good than bad. It'll win the battle, eventually.

I leave you with a few frozen moments of time. (I'm sure you'll be suprised by the subject, I'm yet to find something more interesting to take pictures of:)

Love
Bex

So look happy, it's the end of the world.

2006-05-09T10:50:00.000-06:00

Let's break the the smoke alaram to see how scared locked windows will make me...

The longer that I'm out here the better you sound.

I miss you all the time, but I'm blocking it out.

2006-05-08T13:59:00.000-06:00

They will see us waving from such great heights! "Come down now", they'll say. But everything looks perfect from far away, "Come down now", but we'll stay.

Wow, it's been a while.
I've pretty much been up to the same old. Been going out a little more, espeically now that Danny's home! It's awesome. Except I spent all my money. Well, all the money I have to spend on going out. Until I get paid next week. Good times.
I'm saving my other moneys for a car. I think I'll get one at the end of june. Still haven't decided what kind of car, but thinking I'll do some kind of financing thing and get a fairly new car.
My music is so loud right now I'm sure my neighbor 5 houses down can hear it.
Starting to go to the gym this week cuz bikini season is so close! Must start tanning as well.
I dyed my hair again. Back to the red. It actually looks really good. I enjoy this color.
I dragged out all the dog training equipment today. I decided I'm going to enter Strider in regionals in June, so I should start practicing cuz we've been on a break for a few months.
AND as for my math course! DUN DUN DUN! haha. Well its not going so well. I've done one test out of 8 and cut of is June 5th. Inevidably I'll be re-doing this course AGAIN. But oh well. Everytime I do homework I feel like I'mw asting time. Even though that's probably the exact opposite of what I'm doing. But whatever. I'm careless, remember? I'll go to college eventually, just not right now.
Flyball this weekend! Warmen Saskachewan baby! I'm really excited. Always excited for flyball.
ANYWAY, I'm going to go clean stuffs! It'll gonna be so much fun! Especially if I take all my clothes off. That's that!
Love
Bex

2006-04-18T00:48:00.000-06:00

Too low to find my way, too high to wonder why...

WOW! It's been an eventful past few days for me. It seems to be ending well tho. So it's been the adventure of the week.
May is going to be an interesting month. I'll keep all you avid readers updated.
I really don't have as much to say right now as I thought I did when I started writing this.
Today I was thinking about how much I miss high school. Not so much the actual school, because none of us ever went or did anything when we did, but how fun it was when we were skipping school. I miss Garrison Woods, Starbucks in Marda Loop, espeically VANILLA! I loved that guy. He'll always be my favorite barista. Even though the really cute guy at the starbucks in Willow Park is pretty cool too. i have to stop thinking about this before I start crying. I've been doing that a lot lately...crying...but it's fun...sometimes...depends what I'm crying about. It's like a wonderful shot of drama. If that even makes sense?

I changed my plans, I rented a camera and a van, and then I called you.
I'm pretty happy right now, even tho my mind is really disorganized. It's like the filing cabinet in my head got dumped off a cliff and everything is everywhere in the valley of my brain. Maybe it's not that bad...heh.
I think I'm gonna start reading Choke again. I havn't managed to get through Survivor or Stranger than Fiction. Damnit Chuck Palanhuik. I always get sucked back to Choke. Probably because of the inappropraite content.
ANYWAY. I'll post tomorrow morning when I have more to say after I have an adventure tonight. My lack of energy may result in a less exciting adventure than usual, but I'll make sure its juicy anyway.
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE! ALL OF YOU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I COULD JUST BAKE YOU SOME CHOCOLATE COOKIES AND LAUGH AT YOU AFTER YOU GAIN 2 LBS BECAUSE I PUT SO MUCH BUTTER IN THEM! DO YOU LIKE THAT? YES YES YES!
Did it seem like I was yelling there? Because of the caps? Cuz thats halfly the affect i was going for, other halfy the non caps were getting dull.
Yours un-truly (just kidding!),
Specky
Happy Easter to all of you who I ignored this weekend. Sorry about that.

I want life in every word, to the extent that it's absurd!

2006-04-17T16:15:00.000-06:00

My mind is all over the place this week.
Thanx very muchly to Debs for the most spectacular picture for this post. Not that it's going to mean much to anyone else but me and her...but thats what makes it so cool.

2006-03-31T10:13:00.000-07:00

I did some flyball box work with Bender this morning and he did amazing. I am so excited. It won't be long before he's ready to run hopefully. I LOVE THE FLYBALL I LOVE IIIIIT!!!!
Flyball Bender!!! SHYAA!
Can you feel my excitment?

2006-03-30T10:19:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been spending way to much time doing nothing. I'm bored. I want to spend more time with my friends, going out more, and focusing on getting some school work done going forward.
Not knowing what I want from my life isn't solving itself by me sitting here doing nothing.
I need to do something, everything. Stop thinking about the things I want to be doing and start doing them.
I had a good cry last night and it was good to shake that feeling that was built up in my head.
I need to start trying to figure out what I want. I know what I am right now is not what I want.
I want this year to be an adventure. Spontaneous, random, and I want to learn a lot and meet new people.
I can't put this exact feeling in words. Change isn't the right word, but it's the first word that comes to mind. *wink*
I love you all!
Bex

2006-03-29T23:19:00.000-07:00

I was so bored tonight. Here's the result...

2006-03-28T21:51:00.000-07:00

Just for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a) indifference, and b) disinterest in what the critics say...

Okay guys! I think I finally satisfied my boredum for the week by dying my hair dark mahogany red/brown monday morning and ...*drum roll*...getting my eye brow pierced today! Yay! I've wanted to pierce my eyebrow for a couple years now, and today seemed like the perfect day to do it. I had the day off, wanted to hang out with Debs, and have an adventure. This satisfied my desire for adventure just fine. SWEEET. I'm so happy.
For those that care, I ended up getting a 61% on that math test. Considering the circumstances I had myself in, I am quite satisfied with that mark and it was, infact, quite a bit better than I had been expecting.
ANYWAY Due to the fact that the belini's I had an hour ago are starting to wear off, I'm going to go have a nap.

Love you all!
Bex

2006-03-24T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hello All
I'm at work over an hour early this morning because I hitched a ride with my Maja. It's all good because I'm either going to be sitting on the computer at home, or here, and this way atleast I don't have to spend an hour and half on the dirty dirty bus. Plus I don't have my MP3 player so it makes riding the bus that much worse.
I got some candy coated kisses and they're pretty yummy. Definitely a delicious part of a complete breakfast. Not as good as mini eggs, but I'll get some of those for Easter. HINT HINT MOM.
(I'm Turning Japanese) woke me up at 4am this morning with his crazy antics, so I'm in for another loong day. I'm going out clubbing at 10 tonight, so that puts me to sleep at maybe 2 or 3, and then I have to wake up at 5:30 to go to an agility trial. Can someone say NAP TOMORROW.
Well I better go cuz the other IKEANs want the computer I think. They're all being shifty behind me. It makes me nervous.
LOVE YOU!
Bex

2006-03-23T11:05:00.000-07:00

So the math test went...I don't know...I THINK I passed it...but I'll let you know...Anyway! Gotta get ready for work!
Love
Bex

2006-03-22T06:28:00.000-07:00

Yah baby! So I went to sleep at about 8:30 last night and woke up at 4 this morning. I've been doing homework since I got up. I think I drank too much coffee because I'm a little hyper, I'm shaking a little, I keep laughing at my homework and I've chewed half a package of gum, but it's a enlightened feeling. I seem to work well under this pressure, I've been pretty focused for the last couple hours. I think it will be a pretty good day. I'll let you all know how my math test goes today. TOODLES!
MUCH LOVE,
Bex

2006-03-21T06:30:00.000-07:00

I've managed to procrastinate myself into trouble again. Well, I'm not in trouble, yet. I mean I can easily catch up if I work a little harder than I have been. This is bishop carroll all over again. I keep putting this test off one more day, one more week, and now I'm a month behind. Sometimes I suprise myself with how stupid I can be. This IS going to change now though. I realized last night/ this morning, when I was attempting a semi-all nighter, how absolutely retarded I am. And yes, I know everyone has already realized this, but apperently it took me a dramatic lack of sleep to really get the point.
Well that's that. I'm not making excuses. I'm a dumbass.
Love,
Bex

2006-03-20T12:56:00.000-07:00

I'm a retard cuz I take pictures of myself. But it's okay because I accept the fact.

Time well wasted.

I wish I was a photographer. That would be sweet ass fun.

2006-03-20T11:57:00.000-07:00

I am in a really good mood today. All those previous posts about me being all confused and sad, scratch those. I'm still confused, but I'm happy. I get a good laugh out of it. I'm so excited to see my friends this week. I have a lot of insane energy and crazyness built up inside me fighting to get out. I can only vent so much of it by myself. I'm pretty hyper this morning. I think i'm gonna go run on the eliptical machine for a little while and burn off soem enegry so I can focus on homework. Homework homework homework. That is the only thing that sucks the big one right now. But I'll fix it. I wish I had a study buddy, I'd be much more inclined to do my homework if it was more fun and nothing makes it more fun than a study buddy! OOOH YAAAH!
I'm going to dye my hair again tonight. It's all faded from before and it looks UGLY. I'm not sure what color to dye it this time. I'm thinking a dark red, but I'm worried that will fade fast as well. My poor hair. I'm suprised it still loves me.
Well thats all for now. I will report back with my new hair color including some pretty cool pictures of me cuz I'm pretty cool.
Much Love
From Bex
MOOOOOOOOOOSEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!?!?!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My picture won't uplaod so that doesn't make any sense. But it's okay guys.

2006-03-19T17:52:00.000-07:00

Hello All!
Well I had a trial this weekend and it was really fun while I was there. Strider ran faster than he's ever run before yesterday and did well this morning, but I had to leave after my first run this morning because I felt really sick. I spent the rest of the afternoon sleeping and now I feel quite a bit better. I'll do some studying tonight, so that will be good. Math test tomorrow. YAY.
This week will be interesting. My schedual is changed up a bit and I plan to do soem things I've wanted to do for a while. I'll keep you updated!
Love,
Bex

2006-03-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHT.... I can't seem to bounce back to my normal happy, hyper care-free self right now. I feel really restless and something is bothering me, but I don't know what exactly. I could list off a million things that it COULD be, but I would really not be sure. I feel really trapped these days. Everything is just how it's going to be, but I want some change. I am bored.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I still havn't got my driver's licence, it's like I have a mental block on it. I'm going to try very hard in the next couple of weeks to get that done. I also havn't been to school since I went to my orientation. Yes, I am behind, but I have this odd fear of going. It sounds dumb. But I will have to get over it whether I like it or not.
ALSO regarding school...I've decided not to start college or university, or whatever, until next spring. I have a good job right now and I want to work for a while and save soem money, buy a car, and save more money to actually go to school. I really do not care what anyone else thinks of this plan. It's my plan and I like it. Besides, I'm not even close to having figured out what I want in life and I'm not wasting my time in school doing soemthing I don't like. So that's that.
I have a head ache, the glands in my neck are still swollen, not as bad as they were but enough that it's bothering me, so yes, I'm dying.
WHat I really want right this second is to cheer up. I miss my friends. But I don't have time to see them. WHat the hell.
Where did my pure happiness go??? Maybe I'm just having a bad day.
I don't know what to do...now...tomorrow...or next year. I know what I should do, what is expected of me, but that's not what I want.
Well I'm going to shut up now because I'm annoying myself with my unhappiness.
Bex

2006-03-15T15:39:00.000-07:00

I had the day off today...I planned to do hw all day...and SUPRISE...it didn't happen. I wasn't unproductive tho. I spent the majority of the day cleaning the hell out my room. I've been sleeping on the sofa for the last week because the Japanese kid took the room I was in before and my room downstairs was not in any shape for me to be sleeping in without having a panic attack. It's all good now tho. I will do some homework today eventually. Probably late at night. That's the only time I can focus.
When I'm at home all day I end up brushing my teeth like 6 times. My gums kinda hurt cuz I am using a new tooth brush and it's all stiff. Good times. I go through a lot of toothpaste. Thank god for costco.
I was a little annoyed to find Jap-o had not gone to school today when I spent all morning sure that I was alone and doing my usual alone things...loud music and running around in my underwear. He didn't see me, but still. Atleast I don't think he did. WHatevER.
I am becoming restless. I really need to start getting out. I have a ton of crazyness built up and I feel like I'm going to explode. I havn't seen any of my friends in forever and I havn't done anything particularily social in a couple months. Doesn't help that I've been dying every week...but hopefully that will be resolved this week.
Wow, this post is pretty long...I seem to have quite a bit to say...it probably has a lot to do with homework avoidance.
I feel like I'm losing my mind these days. I have a constant feeling that I'm trying to figure something out but I just can't. I can't find a solution to a problem that I don't know. I'm always trying to work something out in my head but I don't know what it is. But WHATEVER...that doesn't even make sense. I'm jst dumb. DANCE DANCE!
I'm starting flyball again next week and I can't wait. I am SO deprived of racing. RACE RACE RACE. The urge is pumping through my veins like radioactive rubber pants! Don't ignore the pants!
Man I did so much laundry today! Heck yah!
I really wanna go camping for some reason. So I'm planning a camping trip for May. It will be sweet.
I really wish I had some wheat thins right now.
I also want to go do something very random. I am bored. Not just right now, but I am just bored with everything all over the place. I need to shhhhh shhhhh shhhhake things up a little.
I've just remember that I turned my hair straightener on before I started writing this, and on that note, I better run.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
Bex

2006-03-09T23:07:00.000-07:00

Alright...So this is whats goin' down in Becky-town right now. Wow that was almost like a poem. Sweet. I'm cool.

ANYWAY... I dropped my bio upgrade course because I don't have sufficient time for it. I'm behind in math but I'll catch up next week. My productivity, as far as school is concerned is maybe a 3/10 right now. But my hours at work will go down a bit soon and I'll spend more time on school.

Work is going awesome. I LOVE my new job. I am learning lots. I love the power-trip. It's awesome.

The dogs have been a bit neglected for the last few weeks. But I re-joined Mach 4 so I can get Bender back into his flyball training. Scout will be happy to see flyball again I'm sure and we're going to start training Parker! That should be interesting. Strider will casually run flyball and continue his AAC agility doings. I'm still planning to go to regionals and nationals this summer with him. AAC trial next weekend. I am semi-excited. I havn't had time to get any much needed practice in, so we'll see how it goes.

I'm going to Radium this weekend with Neil and I'm really excited. I need to get away from here so bad, even if just for a couple days. Plus I get to spend the weekend with Neil! Yay!

I'm saving my moneys to buy a car. I shouldn't have to save for long cuz I work a million hours a week and they pay me a lot, so it's all good.

ANYWHOO that's that. I can't think of anything else to tell anyone who reads this, which is probably no one. But thats fine. Toodles.
Bex
xoxo
Bender says Hi.

2006-03-02T09:17:00.000-07:00

Well Hello!
Today I am in a fabulous mood! Probably because I feel 100,000,000 times better than i did the last couple days with my tonsilitis. Plus Bender appears not to be dead as a result of his dumbass adventure last night eating a bag of cooked chicken bones.
I'm going to attempt to be super productive today. So we'll see how that goes. I'll report back on that.
Well that's that!
Bex
xoxo
PS I love the stick man 3D! Thanx Jason!

2006-02-27T14:30:00.000-07:00

Today I am really craving chicken but i don't know what kind of chicken to eat. What I really want is a deleicious chicken sandwich...but I don't know how to make one. And it makes me sad.
I dyed my hair again...it's dark redish brown and black. No suprise there. Anway...
I need to do homework...Math is sucking...
Bex

2006-02-12T13:02:00.000-07:00

Well hello.
I doubt anyone even reads this anymore.
But I'll keep pouring my thoughts onto the world wide web anyway.
I got to work an hour early and I have no idea how that happened. Now I am ultimately bored.
I went out for breakfast with Danny at 2am this morning and it was good fun. Unfortunately the price I pay for the joy of mid-night adventures is a day of hell at work. Still worth it.
It's time to dance! Oh what!
Man I am tired. My eyes are really blood shot this morning and I look like I've been drugged.
I'll just be half asleep all day, but I'm in a good mood.
My mind has been busy lately. Everything is good. I think. For now.
I really hope it snows this week cuz MAN I want to go sledding.
I wish I had more to say in my blog. I have a lot on my mind, but my blog is not deserving of it.
So that's that.
Bex
xoxo

2006-02-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

Wow. So my blog has been lacking muchly.
A little update on the Bank Stats, for those that it may concern...
Strider $1253
Bender $46
Bender has been behaving quite badly lately. I told him if he eats soemthing that makes him sick and needs money for a vet bill, he better suck up to Strider, because he's not borrowing any money from me. Strider's looking into life insurance. He's a smart guy.
Everything has been awesome lately. Fun on the social scene and I got a promotion at work... I am now Supervisor! It's about time, I've worked hard for it...this should be fun. I finally registered for school, and I'm excited to have homework...how messed is that? I need my brain to start working again.
Our flyball team creation has been on a bit of a hault the last couple weeks. I've been a bit out of the loop. Lots of stuff going on. No cause for concern tho! It's gonna happen.
Well that's that for now.
Bex
P.S. Nibbler died last week. But this artistic creation should cheer us all up.

2006-01-24T13:37:00.000-07:00

Had a pretty good trial this weekend. Other than NADAC being the dumbest ever. But my dogs ran well. Here are some pictures of my dogs I stole from photo-man-man-man...Keep that on the d.low.

2006-01-18T11:39:00.000-07:00

Exciting morning! Lookie what I got in the mail! Bender is famous!

And the mornings activities continue....(Strider eating Bender's ear..good work team)

CUTE

2005-12-26T19:36:00.000-07:00

OH MAN! It has been forever since I have posted! Busy Holiday Times.
Well...To start....Vancouver was awesome...like always. I didn't get as much Christmas shopping done there as I wanted to...but that's fine.
My birthday was awesome...See pictures at bottom. Didn't get as drunk as I wanted to...but that's also fine. And I've since discovered that I love the Back Alley and hate Tequila. I really like dancing a lot.
Christmas was alright. I misbehaved at church, as always.
Had fun at the fun-side of the family get together.
Good Good
Well
That's that.
Maybe I'll post more later but I have soem built up energy to get rid of. I was gonna go out tonight but I have a cold or soemthing.
Anways
Later
Bex

Everyone who cared enough about me to come to my birthday dinner. Jokes!

Oh..what?

Lynsey is going to eat everyone. Or mayeb that's Suzanne...but I'm pretty sure it's Lynsey.

and we went bowling...suprise.

2005-12-11T23:20:00.000-07:00

There's barely time for us to breathe...

I leave to go to Vancouver in 9 hours.
I havn't started packing yet.
I know I should go to sleep, but I won't.

Me, Suz, Lyns and Jon went bowling and got drunk last night. We were up pretty late. It had to have been around 3 when we all finally passed out. I woke up at 8. So I should be tired, but I'm not. Mysteriously Mysterious.

I will post if I get a chance while I'm in Van. Otherwise, have a good week!
Hopefully my mom doesn't kill Bender while I'm away. We need him for our flyball team. :)

Bex

2005-12-07T19:55:00.000-07:00

I had the day off...and it was pretty much unproductive...here are some pictures i took while i was being bored.

2005-12-06T11:17:00.000-07:00

Another busy day at work...I'm feeling the Christmas rush and I love it.
I leave for Vancouver next monday and I'm really excited. I can't wait to start my Christmas shopping.
Had an agility trial on the weekend. It was alright. My dogs weren't overly successfull, but we all had fun anyway. Strider had a seizure on saturday, so I'm taking him in for a blood panel this week. It's likely epilepsy, but best to rule everything else out. And he'll have to have his balls chopped off as well. Merry Christmas Strider! SNIP! It's sad, but I'm not going to freak out about it. It's just soemthing I'll have to keep an eye on.
Me, Suz, Lyns and Randi are planning to start a flyball team next eyar. It will be really fun. We have a name picked out already and we're going to look into buying a box right away. Our current plan for a line-up is going to be Cruise, Bender, Scout/ Parker & Zeppelin. SO it should be FAST.
Anywhoo, must run! Work work work.
Peace!
Bex

2005-12-02T21:01:00.000-07:00

Don't say a word, the last one's still stingin'.

Jst posting cuz I'm bored. Started watching Polar Express but was disappointed when I realized the characters weren't real people. There are few cartoon and computer generated movies that I like, so maybe I'll give it a try another time. I shouldn't be bored, I have a few things I need to do to get ready for the trial tomorrow, but I'll get to it in a minute. It should be a fun weekend.

I've decided to take a break from flyball for a while because I need to focus on Scout running AAC so we can be ready for regionals and nationals in the summer. I also don't feel like dealing with the politics in flyball right now. It has too much to do with other people's opinions and feelings, which I don't want to deal with if I don't have to. Right now I get the feeling that I don't know where I fit in on a flyball team, and I don't like not being in control of what I'm doing.

Tomorrow it will be exactly 2 weeks until my 18th birthday. Still have no real plans.

I'm out for now!
Bex

2005-12-02T14:28:00.000-07:00

Another day...
I'm at work now on my lunch break. I just ate some really gross chicken. They used to have good chicken, but I guess they're cooking it differently now and it's not so deleicious.
I don't think I have a snow suit that I can wear to the trial this weekend, not that I looked very hard, but I don't recall EVER having one that I look cool wearing. I have a reputation to keep up with at agility. Myself and my group of friends are pretty cool. Thats right. Anyway, I don't think I could run my dogs allt hat well wearing a snow suit, and it would be a pain in the bum bum to take it off and put it on every hour. I'll jst bring a giant blanket to snuggle up in.
Eeew I can still taste to gross chicken.
Anyway, I better get back to work. Will post some after the weekend. Along with soem pictures.
Bex

2005-12-01T10:51:00.000-07:00

Jst a quick post. I start work in 5 minutes.
Had the day off yesterday and decided to start Christmas shopping. I love the malls during the Christmas season. So cheery. I bought a few things.
I'm excited about the NADAC trial this weekend at a horse barn in NW Calgary. Other than the fact that it's going to be FREEZING cold. But we'll survive. Gotta dig up my h.core snow suit.
Well I better run!
Will post more later.
Bex

2005-11-24T20:33:00.000-07:00

Let it snow!

Okay, so the Christmas spirit is starting to hit me. I'm getting excited. Although it would be better if we had snow. I'm going to Vancouver in a couple weeks to do my Christmas shopping and I can't wait!
I thought about decorating yesterday, but then decided I had to be careful cuz it's likely Bender will eat most of the decorations. We're not going to set up a tree, which is a little disapointing, but I'll comprimise.
My 18th birthday is in a few weeks, I'm also relatively excited about that. I need to plan a party. Soon. I'm not really sure what kind of party to plan. If anyone has any ideas let me know. I also need to find someone to plan it with me cuz I'll be away for a week before my birthday.
I havn't been doing much but working lately. I figured I should work as much as I can right now so I have lots of money for Christmas.
I sort of have a plan for next year, but it's a secret. All I can say is that I feel much better about my plans for the future. :)
Well that's that.
Bex

2005-11-20T21:10:00.000-07:00

The bus ride to meet you here took me half my life.

It's been a few days since my last post. I was busy having fun and not being on the computer. Which is good for me. I spend too much time on the computer. But I'm stumped as to what everyone else does during their down time? Oh well.
Randi, Suz and I spent the weekend randomly amusing ourselves. Thursday night we saw Harry Potter at midnight, and to be perfectly honest my mind was everywhere else but in the movie.
Friday I got my hair done. Becky's current hair color; bright red and black. It's really cool. And Suz made Nibbler, who's name is now Neubonic, a new home. He loves it.
Saturday we went Wet Creek and Suz kicked a tunnel.
Saturday night Suz and I played video games for a few hours and then made a top secret movie in which we were dressed up as black men. Shifty, but very funny.
I worked today and it was good. Everyone at work really likes my hair. Score.

I'm back to being unsure about how I feel these days. I wonder if I look to others like I lack personality because I'm not confident in my own thoughts and values. I'm not sure who I am to the people who know me.
At this exact moment, I feel like standing at the top of a hill and screaming as loud as I can, then rolling to the bottom. And I wonder why I don't just go and do this? And I can't decide why.
Just like I can't decide anything else. I'll write a paragraph in this blog and then realize I don't believe anything I had just written. So I delete it. Delete. Delete. Delete. Delete is a weird word.
[insert thought here]
I'd like to live with friends for a while. My family is bad for me. They make me bitter and unpleasent. So what's stopping me? I wonder if I wanted something bad enough how far I would go to get it. That takes me back to being unsure about what I want and how I view everything I could possibly want as unrealistic.
[insert thought here]
I want spontaneity.
And that's that.
Bex
Maybe you know me now but it's strange somehow if I'm lost too.

2005-11-16T23:42:00.000-07:00

I won't let go.

I feel much better now. I've calmed down.
I actually feel like I know what I'm going to do with my life now. The last few days I've had some amazing realizations. I have some plans. I hope this feeling isn't only temporary.

2005-11-16T22:13:00.000-07:00

It was familiar to me, the smoke to thick to breathe.

Today sucked. A lot. I had a head ache all day. I had to work from 8-4:30, which is my second least favorite shift. My least favorite shift, 1:30-10, I get to work tomorrow. YAY! Most of all I am frustrated with Bender. He will not stay off the counters and won't stop eating everything he gets his mouth on. It would be one thing for him to just chew things up, but he's literally eating them, such as a chunk of rubber glove a few minuets ago. So other than my raging anger at him I'm also panicing that he's potentially eaten something dangerous. I am so sick of it and I just can't get him to stop. I'm so frustrated, I'm crying. It's a mixture of anger, frustration, concern, being tired and my overall suck ass day. Atleast I am looking forward to going to see Harry Potter with my friends tomorrow night. It'll cheer me up and maybe I won't feel like stabbing a red hot fork into my dog's eye. All I can say for an overall feeling of this day is, FUCK!
So that's that.
Bex

<--My favorite dogs right there.
PS I still love Bender, I know he'll grow up some day. But that day better be soon.

2005-11-14T21:05:00.000-07:00

I want so badly to believe that there is truth, that love is real.
And I want life in every word, to the extent that it's absurd.

After spending the last 5 days with my best friends, I hate sitting here alone. I'm bored and I actually miss everyone. We're all going to see Harry Potter on Friday night, hopefully. But until then I'll pace around the inside of my head trying to find something to do. I haven't really spent much time with friends in the last several months and it was like I had just forgot too. I forgot the feeling of what it was like to be with my friends and my feelings for everything were numb. I regret wasting my 6 months off. I spent a lot of time by myself, trying to figure things out in my life, but in the end, I felt nothing. I didn't succeed at figuring anything out except that I need my friends to make me feel something. I don't care if we're having a hell of a time doing something fun, or being upset or angry about something, but I couldn't be happier that I have you guys.

I still can't forgive myself for the way I treated Suz earlier in the summer. It upsets me so much to even think about what I did and how much she didn't deserve it. I can't understand my own actions or how it happened, but it taught me something very important; I value Suz's friendship more than anything.

Even though some of us might be having a hard time with some things our life right now, I know we're all there for eachother no matter what. Knowing that makes me feel something, unlike most of everything else in my life right now. I feel so lost all the time, but I know where I am when I'm with my friends.

You guys know who you are. Thanx for being there for me, and I'll always be here for you.

Love,

Bex.

2005-11-13T20:59:00.000-07:00

I find a fatal flaw in the logic of love and go out of my head.

Well, it was a fun weekend. Friday we went to 17th for lunch and Lululemon. I got a new grey zip-hoody & Suz got a green one. I stayed at her house because we had an AAC trial all weekend. We kicked ass Saturday, stayed up til 2am kicking ass at some video games, then kicked some ass at the trial on Sunday. I bet everyone is jealous.
Here are some pictures of Friday. They're mostly me and Suz. Just cuz we're cool. One of Randi, some the MOMS and one of Ghandi, whom we followed for a few minutes down 17th.

I have to work A LOT this week and it's gonna suck. Atleast I'll get a big pay cheque next week.
Wet creek on Tuesday night hopefully. And I'll plan something fun for the weekend cuz I have Friday and Saturday off.
So that's that.
-Bex

2005-11-10T09:56:00.000-07:00

Everything looks perfect from far away.

Last night was sweet. Suz, Lynsey, Randi and myself had a grand ol' time drinking, playing video games and making bread. Santa also had a grand time.

It was some great fun. Tomorrow we're all going to 17th. That shall be fun as well. Unless someone dies! ... Hopefully not.
Randi and I chatted with Karin and Terry for a while this morning. It was lovely. They told us some funny stories abput Suz as a youngen. Including soemthing about her chopping the hair off of Lynsey's "Totally Hair" Barbie and there being hard feelings about it for 2 years. Silly kids!

...and then we all had to get up early this morning. Minus Suz, who decided to skip school today.

2005-11-09T13:18:00.000-07:00

I wanted to walk through the empty streets
And feel something constant under my feet,
But all the news reports recommended that
I stay indoors
Because the air outside will make our cells
Divide at an alarming rate until our shells
Simply cannot hold all our insides in,
And that's when we'll explode
(and it won't be a pretty sight)!

2005-11-09T00:30:00.000-07:00

SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS PRETENDING THE ECHOES BELONG TO SOMEONE...SOMEONE I USED TO KNOW.

2005-11-08T21:35:00.000-07:00

Last week I had the strangest dream where everything was exactly how it seemed.
Cute Bank Stats
Strider $40
Bender $ 45
Bender did so good at practice tonight. He impresses me more everytime.
AAC trial this weekend! I am pretty excited. It should be really fun.
I have tomorrow off and I can't decide what I should do with my day. I'll do a bit of cleaning because my stuff is all over the house and it's only a matter of time before my mom FLIPS out. Like a ticking time bomb.
The next couple months are going to be pretty frantic I'm thinking. Between two trials this month, and one next month, massive amounts of hours at work, my trip to Vancouver (which I am very much looking forward to) and everything else that keeps me busy. I need to get aroudn to finding out about registering for school next semester. I think I'm ready to go back. My brain is starting to turn into mush.
Today felt crazy. It started off with a kick because I woke up an hour late to leave for work and my whole day just seemed frantic. I wasn't late for work though! BONUS. I made it JUST in time. I was totally not with it all day because I didn't have any coffee and I was dead tired. It got better after I popped a few caffine pills and some tylenol. Thank god for the little red pills.
I might go on an adventure to Lululemon on 17th ave tomorrow and see if they have a dark purple zippy hoody. The colors they have at southcentre kind of suck, other than the light purple I got. I want a tan one. I wonder if they have one. I also need to find mittens. I have been looking for mittens for 2 months now. Still havn't foudn any I like.
Maybe I shouldn't go to 17th alone though. Lats time me and Eva got harassed by this crazy homeless man. I'll try to find someooone to come with me.
This will happen after I sleep in until 10. That's right.
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future.
Later
Bex

2005-11-07T00:13:00.000-07:00

I can't seem to figure out who I am.
All the time I feel like I am faking a personality. I am what I decide I think I want to be at any single moment. I don't know who I want to be. It drives me crazy. I don't think many people really know me and I know very few understand me.
I can never really be sure of any decision I make because I don't know what I really want. In the end, I don't think I really care anyway.
Maybe I don't have a conscience.
I will spend my life being unsure of it, like everything else.
Where is my mind?
So There That Is.

2005-11-06T23:05:00.000-07:00

Caring is Creepy.

2005-11-06T21:01:00.001-07:00

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.
Cute Bank Stats
Strider- $30
Bender- $20
Strider got $10 cuz he was so cute waiting for me to get home from work today.
Work was okay today. Long and boring and I only lived through it because I had quite a bit of caffine in the form of Starbucks and pills. I work again tomorrow at 11:30. I'm not looking forward to it. But even though I kind of dislike my job I will be working over 30 hours a week. Why? Well, I love Starbucks and Lulu Lemon, Christmas is coming, and school is coming as well. All of these require quite large amounts of moneys. So yah, there that is.
Bender's ear that flips backwards now stands straight up. He looks like he got electricuted. It's kind of cute though. So he got some $$$.
I'm out for now. Toodles!

2005-11-06T00:00:00.000-07:00

Well this is going to be a mostly pictures post because we had a kickin awesome Saturday night out! Randi needed some cheering up so we went bowling.
The moms doin what they do best. I'm not sure what it is. But they're doin it!

Me and Suz took a $4 merry-go-round ride in the food court of the mall. It was AWESOME!

Oh Bestest Friends Forever!

I did quite well at first. But it all went down from there.

The district sleeps alone tonight. Suz poses for us. It's impressive.

Me and my Mommm. Love is all around.

To our right we see me, Karin & Suz. We're so cool.

Thong party! Booo yah!

...and then when we finished bowling the mall was closed and we were the only ones there. This was the best idea ever.

Interesting....I'm not sure what kind of comment would be approraite for this picture.

And when the night finally came to an end, we were proud of our work!

2005-11-05T10:45:00.000-07:00

I'm at work! Good Ol' IKEA. I'm working until 7:30 today. It's going to suck. But i just had a triple grande non-fat light whip pumpkin spice latte that should keep me going for a few hours. I can already feel the caffine coursing through my viens. I have to work all day tomorrow as well. And Monday. And Tuesday. Oh well. The moneys are good. SO I can go buy more lululemon.
Cute Bank Stats
Strider $20
Bender $10
Strider lost $5 last ngiht when he ate all the treats from the Joy Canister.
Shame on him.
Well I better run so I can go pretend to be nice to people and take their moneys.
Have a good day all.

2005-11-05T01:47:00.000-07:00

Okay so I know it's been only 5 minutes since my last post but I have more to say now. I love my new blog. I am such a consumer whore. I bought some lulu lemon today and I've been to starbucks a million times in the last week. It's 2am. Yes it is. And I am far from tired. I don't want to sleep. But I'm kind of bored. Good thing I have my blog. I have to work all day tomorrow. I'm very much not looking forward to it. I'm gonna put a picture on here now cuz I like pictures.

SOOO November is here now and I have an AAC agility trial next weekend with Strider and Bandit. Then flyball on the 25th or whatever. That should be interesting.

Anyway. My snail watch went throguh the washing machine and it's still alive! Like OMG I can't beleive it! I was just shocked. So I wore it all day because I was so happy. Well, Good night. Here's another picture for fun. :)

And THAT'S why Strider has $15 more in his bank account. What a crazy guy.

2005-11-05T01:04:00.000-07:00

I finally got around to making a blog. Good times. I can't get enough of The Postal Service and The Shins. They're me new love. I really need an ipod. I hate my discman. It has a scratch and sniff banana sticker on it that lost its sniffyness. I was at work when I realized this and it made me momentarily sad.
Cute Bank Stats
Strider- $25
Bender- $10
(if you care what this means you can ask me, but I need my blog to keep track of it)
I think I should get out more. I have been spending way too much time by myself. Evidence of this might be the videos I made starring this teddy bear dog toy which I've named Simonous the Bear. It was funny at first but kind of sad the mroe I thought about it. I then procceeded to put a cat shaped candy bucket thing on my head and take a very cool picture of myself. What a day I tell yah. I think there's something wrong with my brain. Time has been going really fast. I think it's tricking me. Or maybe I'm just paranoid. I'm gonna start writing more scripts again and making short films. Thats always fun and productive. I need more actors though. Simonous just doesn't cut it. I also need to get around to looking into school and figuring out what to do with my life. I turn 18 in a month...That should be fun. Anywhoo that's all I've got for the moment. I'll elave you with a picture of Bender wearing 6 collars. :)